One of our loyal followers asked if I could write a post about the cum feeding post that Mistress wrote a few days ago. He wanted to know how it felt performing on K, how it felt to have him in my mouth, how it affected me mentally, if I really wanted to make him cum and how I felt when I couldn’t get him off. All excellent questions and hopefully I will have just as good answers and elaborate beyond them.
Before I get into the meat of the topic, I want to clarify some things. I will not be using labels such as straight, bi, gay, lesbian, etc. Using labels in the context of this writing will cause confusion. For me, labels are meaningless. It is sex to me. Whether it is a man, woman or trans it is all sex albeit kinky sex at times.
My pleasure ultimately comes from serving as a slave wife, used as a dirty slut, whore, pain slut and being degraded and humiliated. From a sex standpoint, K provides Mistress with all her sex and orgasms and as I live as a trans person I find my need to be a complete, total, cock whore and used as a female sex slave ever increasing.
Now for the questions:
How it felt performing on K. I love every time I get to please him with my mouth. I love sucking cock in general and Mistress wants me to worship the cock that is giving her pleasure. This time was especially nice as I was told to suck him to completion. I love cum and he is a big cummer, so my desire to have his entire load shot directly into my slutty mouth was very welcomed and exciting. I also want him to enjoy my mouth as being a slave I want to provide him pleasure as often and for as long as he likes.
How it felt to have him in my mouth. There’s something very gratifying to me to have cock in my mouth. To know that it is sexually satisfying to my partner, feeling it get hard, throb and leak. K’s cock gets rock hard and is just the right length to hit my throat and gag me when my head is shoved down on it to his balls. As Mistress says, my mouth is just a hole to be used whether I am doing the sucking, being face fucked or used as a urinal.
How it affected me mentally. All the effects are positive. As a slave, I want to provide pleasure. I have no limits so whatever form or activity that involves fulfills me. This holds true for any gender. I do as I am told and want to provide the recipient the utmost enjoyment. I love to be used as a dirty slut and do what many would view as degrading acts willingly, without hesitation and get great satisfaction from it. I am Mistress’ slave so with the relationship that her and K have, I find myself wanting to be quite submissive to K. They are the couple and I am the slave in the household so I naturally gravitate to serving both of them.
Did I really want to make him cum. Of course I did! I am a cumslut! I can’t get enough of it. I want to eat it, wear it and have it pumped into my holes. K’s cum is very tasty and nice and thick so its a delicacy for me.
How I felt when I couldn’t get him off? I’ve sucked K many times either getting him ready to fuck Mistress or most often cleaning it afterwards so this was the first opportunity to have it all to myself like a greedy slut. I was totally bummed that I didn’t make him cum. I wanted to give him the euphoria that you only get cumming and also get a full complete load directly deposited into my mouth.
When I was told to stop and leave the room so Mistress could finish the task at hand, I was angry with myself. I love being a slave to his cock and really wanted to give him the satisfaction of cumming into this slut’s mouth. Mistress was so kind to share his load from her mouth so I did cheer up as my mouth was full of his tasty cum.
I found these questions interesting as they can be completely different from person to person depending on the relationship. It would be interesting to hear what a cuckolded sissy might say, a male slave, a man living in an FLR or someone who just tried it. If anyone wishes to provide their comments, personal experiences, it is welcomed.